Often I find myself in a constant loop of depression as I seek to still my mind of my hopes and dreams. I fall into days of sleep or a mind that will not still. For the better part of 3 years I have aspired to be more than I was becoming and who I was. Trapped in a life of torment and disgust as I profited off of the destruction of others. I looked for a better way out a way to take my mind and shape it into helping others while still being a man for my family that could provide but not shame them. Pray for me so God can lead my life.